Ohkay...finally updated..=D
ohkay...first will talk about my dad who passed away on 14 July 2009...
ppl who misunderstood,just cox im not depressed or sad or anything
doesnt mean my heart isnt aching
on the inside i cry
on the outside i look cheerful
i dun wanna make ppl feel bad...
todae cheryl accidentally sae that my father isnt me natural father..
no offence cheryl if ur reading this
i was hurt
but den ur my fren
surely u didnt mean it
i just wanna sae i love my dad more den anything even if he's not my real dad...

anywaes speaking of cheryl,i gonna do the quiz she tagged me..

1.Who is the person who tagged you?
Cheryl
2.Your relationship with her?
Good fren..=D
3.Your 5 impressions of her?
paikia...XD
4.The most memorable thing she has done to you?
uh....dun remember...XD
5.The most memorable thinq she has said to you?
same ans as above...
6.If she becomes your lover,you will...
XD...ya dun wanna noe!!
7.If she becomes ur lover,thing she gotta improve on will be...
her...chioness!!XD
8.If she becomes ur enemy,u will...
who knws??
9.(repeat qns)
??
10.What is the thing u wanna tell her now?
write wad happened todae in ur blog!!
11.Ur overall impression of her?
very cute n chio.^^
12.How do you think ppl feel abt u?
violent.XD
13.The character u love abt urself?
being me
14.The character u hate abt urself?
im revengeful..^^
15.The most ideal person u wanna b with?
my soulmate
16.For ppl who loves and care for u.say sumting to them......
YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!
17.pass this quiz on to 10 ppl whom you wanna noe how they feel abt u......(only those whuu have bloq :D )
1.Cheryl
2.Huiyi
3.Yichan
4.Wen Yi
5.Yunting
6.Huiling
7.Wen Qi
8.Jaey
9.Meryl
10.Joselin
18.Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?(Huiling)
no idea
19.Is no.9 a female/male?(Meryl)
male.XD
20.If no.7 and 10 r together,is tat a good thing?(Wen Qi & Jose)
i dun wanna noe.
21.What is no.2 studying abt?(Huiyi)
School??
22.When was the last time u tok to no.3?(Yichan)
Today
23.wat kind of music band does no.8 likes?(Jaey)
??
24.Does no.1 has any sibling?(Cheryl)
Yes.her sis.
YEAH!!!!!!!!
26.How abt no.7?(Wen Qi)
Sure!
27.Is no. 4 single?(Wen Yi)
i dunno.mayb??
28.What is the surname of no.5?(Yunting)
Siow
29.What is the hobby of no.10?(Jose)
sleeping.
30.Where is no.2 studying at?(Huiyi)
Xinmin Sec.duhh.
31.Tok abt sumting 4 no.1(Cheryl)
she's chio but sae me chio..T.T
32.Have u tried developing feelings 4 no.8?(Jaey)
yeah i do.gotta prob?XD
33.Where does no.9 lives?(Meryl)
Hougang....
34.What color does no. 4 likes?(Wen Yi)
uhh...red??XD
35.R no.1 and 5 best friend?(Cheryl & Yunting)
idk
36.Does no.1 has any pet?(Cheryl)
fish?
37.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?(Wen Qi)
yeah!!XD
38.Wad is no. 10 doing now?(Joselin)
chatting




thats all.
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When i listen to the song 'Innocence' by avril lavinge,i didnt cry
but when listening to it while reading 'Faster than a Kiss',my heart broke.
Its a love story,a fairytale that i want so much for it to happen to me.
Never in my life has anyone told me im a irreplaceable treasure.
I wanna be one.
but that will will never happen.
i want to be a part of a love so pure.
So pure that...the guy will kill himself just so that im safe.
Life isnt perfect,i know .
but i want to be in love.
Truly,truly in love.
Not puppy love.i know im still young.
but a gerl can dream.
wad i dream is to be loved,
to be called a treasure,a IRREPLACEABLE treasure.
thats my wish.
non of my relationships ever work.
i got heartbroken only once.
cox i thought it was love.
i was wrong.
oh so wrong.
thinking abt love only hurt me even more.
its a knife that causes my heart to bleed.
if only a love as pure as in 'Faster than a Kiss'
existed on Earth
den i will never allow a love like that pass me by.
i used to hate love
but love is so beautiful
it makes me want to cry
n i did.
i want to be part of a love so beautiful
but...that wont happen
sure,i'll be in love
but not PURELY in love.







I just want to be loved.
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